Quick Thoughts
Small thoughts and messages not worthy of their own pages but still something I feel like putting out there. Largely curated and possibly lightly edited from my posts and discussions in the WFM server.
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Was talking with Tim the other day and he said I was “very much the ‘good girl’ submissive.” And I just don’t know what I think about that, lol
Yay? I think?
For as much of a smart ass and loop-hole-finder as I am, and as much as I look for opportunities for sass… I do a lot of that because it’s funny and he sees the humor in it, too, and I really just want to make him happy. I don’t think I could have a long-term partner that didn’t enjoy that sort of thingThe conversation was about bratting possibilities because I’ve been kind of wanting to like… just say “no” to something just to push back and see what he does. Because it sounds fun as hell. He’s confirmed that as long as it’s obvious it’s not something wrong and I’m just bratting it’s okay (especially because it’s not something I do normally; neither of us are into the long term push-and-pull of a bratting dynamic), but fuck… it feels so hard to even imagine myself doing it. I feel like I’d make myself freeze up trying to even get the word out.
I get how some people like it but man…. I just want to do what I’m told!
Doing something small is my plan. Something like he tells me to stand, or lay down or whatever and I refuse. Nothing big, but a moment that’s not that big of a deal.
But every time I try to imagine myself doing it I start like… stuttering and getting uncomfortable IN MY HEAD
I can’t even imagine myself doing it properly
and that’s hilarious and frustratingI’m pretty sure if I’m in a playful enough mood I can do it, but he’s so good at making me want to just melt into his will
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