Quick Thoughts
Small thoughts and messages not worthy of their own pages but still something I feel like putting out there. Largely curated and possibly lightly edited from my posts and discussions in the WFM server.
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So a long while ago I requested sugar restrictions. It’s reasonable, I just have to ask permission if I want more than a single reasonable dessert in a day. I rarely have to, because the requirement keeps me second-guessing if I really want that extra sugar.
Well I spent a good part of this morning cooking with a lot of sugar, which requires a lot of sampling (well. “requires” I guess. But I did have to check more than once to make sure I didn’t burn my sugar and after doing that a few times I was definitely in “fuck it” mode any time I had to toss stuff in the sink.) – enough that I’m considering the amount I ate during cooking enough to count as my reasonable dessert for the day.
And I’m making flan. And a friend brought a cake for his birth day. So. there’s going to be dessert tonight. And I’m just like….. okay well I have to ask.
So we do have “outs” for social eating so that I’m not acting weird around people. So it’s assumed I’ll be eating something of the dessert tonight.
So I asked Tim to actually portion the desserts out for me when we get to that tonight.And then I stopped and really thought about what I had just asked.
And just like … butterflies. 🦋It’s such a little thing, but still… handing over control.
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