2024-05-22 - Session with Tim

Posted on May 22, 2024
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Last night was a relatively short and simple scene, but really satisfying.

We’d been having some trouble recently. Not like a fight or anything like that, but some mistakes were made and emotions were happening related to him moving apartments. It took days for me to figure out the root cause of my feelings… I just knew I was having feelings and that was adding stress on him, during an already stressful time (moving apartments). But once I figured out my issues we talked it through. With both of us on the same page we both wanted more of a reconnection session – lots of skin on skin, and I had also asked for more commands that I could follow. I’m not in a headspace where I have any desire for bratting whatsoever, and following commands felt like a good way of reaffirming the dynamic.

Additionally, in a new apartment, we have to get me more comfortable there, so he is easing me into it, starting small and increasing the bubble over time. I’m not comfortable in new places; I don’t even like to use the bathroom at a house I haven’t been to more than 2 or 3 times.

It was a short and simple session. A few commands of where to kneel on the bed, where he wanted me positioned, etc. And lots of contact. He kept me entirely on the bed the whole time. The bed is generally a safe space for me, so it made sense to start there. I love how considerate he is like that. He has plans to expand the bubble, but only pushing me as far as he knows I can handle, and was not pushing me at all for this first session in this new space.

He took my clothes slowly, one piece at a time interspersed between kissing and touching. It was soft and sensual, and at no point did I ever feel uncomfortable with him taking them from me. Which I’m thinking a lot about now because I love my clothes and hate being without them. But it still felt safe. It’s taken him two and a half years to get that with me, and it was only while I was on a bed the entire time. But that’s still improvement. He is seriously the most patient man in the world.

There was a moment where he pointed and told me to kneel on a spot on the bed facing him. I did as told and he smiled, and told me I was good, and touched my face to bring me in for a kiss. It was just such a wonderful feeling… Knowing I was in the right place, doing the right thing, no trying to figure anything out, no challenges, no concerns, and he was so happy with me… Just a perfect little bubble moment.

He laid back on the bed and had me lay across his lap. I spent most of the rest of the session there. He spanked, and caressed, and touched… there was pain but it was well below my threshold, it was more relaxing than anything else. I mostly just melted into him and the bed, letting my voice make whatever sounds it wanted to make as he played with me.

I can’t remember what he said to me, but I remember responding something like “whatever you’d like” and in this almost breathy tone that was dripping with admiration he responded that I was “such a good submissive.” <3

It was so nice but I couldn’t stand not asking – I asked what he meant, lol. It actually sparked a small conversation. Apparently, the fact that I communicate well, and also let him do what he wants is rare, because it’s common for people to be okay with “whatever” as a way to avoid communicating. It took me two and a half years to reach “whatever” with him, though, and a long journey of lots, and lots, and lots of communication. But I trust him completely, so letting him do whatever he’d like for however long he’d like feels completely safe. It’s nice to sink into it.

He ended the session by having me lay with my back against him and masturbating. His arms were free to mess with my breasts or the rest of my upper body as he felt like. He pulled his arms across my throat, adding just enough pressure that it was pleasantly uncomfortable. He covered my mouth and closed my nose once, and then again during orgasm. Orgasm without breath is uhm… something.

It was a great session. Simple, sensual, and really satisfying. It really did feel like a great reconnecting session, and a soft way to ease me into the new space.