2007-05-20 - Musing & scene glimpse

Posted on May 20, 2007
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Breathing

I was reading a story and the sub stopped breathing and the Dom mentioned it to her. She hadn’t realized that she had stopped breathing.

When playing, I have noticed I stop breathing when things get heavy. I realize that I have stopped breathing and I wonder if Peter notices. To my knowledge, he never has.
It’s okay. I usually gasp after so long, usually in response to something he did.
I would prefer though that he did take some notice for multiple reasons. One reason would be that it would show just how much attention he was paying, but with all the things to monitor, I understand breathing isn’t at the top of the list.

He did finally do something this last time that was major for me (okay, he did a LOT of things, but that’s besides the point). He was over me, I believe he had pinned my hands. He told me to open my eyes and look at him.
This is something that’s hard for me to do. It’s a natural reaction for me to close my eyes. It feels a little weird to be looking straight at his eyes. It sent waves through my body.