2008-10-07 Snippet with Peter & John

Posted on October 07, 2008
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Note from 2024 – This was with two boyfriends I had at the time, one a switch who was dominant to me, and one a new kinkster, who was at least exploring switching. It’s not explicitly stated, but I was naked at the time.

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Peter knotted the rope at my wrists, binding my hands efficiently behind me. He then pulled the rope down between my legs, up through my collar in the front and handed the rope to John. “Here’s your leash, lead her somewhere.”

A wave of insecurity hit me. He was to do what? I had been proud in my bottoming, but here was a moment to truly submit to the situation and it terrified me. I was fine with being whipped and scratched and bound, but being led around? Absolutely not!

He hesitated one moment then pulled on the rope to lead me. I wasn’t willing to move but when the rope tightened and put pressure on my clit I almost fell to my knees. He looked at me and my face and smiled, pulling the rope tighter as he began to take steps. I managed to move one foot forward and then the other. Slowly, cautiously, as if the ground was ready to open up and swallow me.

He grinned at me. He had the power and he knew it. His smile was making me even more wet than the rope was. He led me around his little apartment, grinning. I was so incredibly embarrassed, but the whole thing made me so hot that I couldn’t resist the pull. Although, the pull on the rope had a lot to do with it as well.

In any other situation, at any other time, I don’t imagine I would have been able to put one foot forward. I would have stepped back and probably fallen, unwilling and unable.

This was a moment of true submission that I rarely accomplish.