2024-07-26 - Small report, evening with Tim

Posted on July 27, 2024
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I’m not up for doing a big scene report but here –
The evening started out poorly. The sandwich place gave me suspect bread – it looked like it had mold on top. They’ve done that to Sam before and when he complained they were like “it’s just flour” like, no dudes, that’s mold. And I was really hungry and really wanted that sandwich so it kind of ruined my mood for a long while, even with other food to replace it. So I went into the session in a less than great mood over the whole thing.

I don’t know when the transition happened, it was too subtle to catch, but that did all melt away within about 15-20 minutes of starting the evening session. I went from just annoyed by everything to focusing only on Tim and what he wanted from me, and that was nice. Very much improved my mood. It just sucked that it took the time it did since before that I’d been so eager for the evening session.

But we did things. It was fun. ❤️
And I’m a little sore this morning but only a little. It wasn’t a very hard session, kind of middle in terms of intensity. Very satisfying.

Tried out a ball gag. That worked out okay but I did find it a little frustrating that my communication went from being able to communicate subtle things, to a binary “all good” or “not good, need to speak.” Because there was a “shade of gray” moment where I was fine, but wanted to mention a concern, and made the decision not to, and mildly regret that decision. Only mildly – it was a low stakes issue. I don’t think I’d do it differently if we repeated the activity the same way. But sans-gag I would have said something in the moment that might have changed what he was doing slightly.

We also tried out a hog-tie position with the bondage cuffs. It was uncomfortable but in a good way. I asked for it again for the close of the session, requesting it be cinched tighter. He didn’t like how it limited circulation in my hands, but the pressure and stress on my limbs was quite the turn on. And it’s not like anything went numb or felt weird. So we plan to do it again 😄