Quick Thoughts
Small thoughts and messages not worthy of their own pages but still something I feel like putting out there. Largely curated and possibly lightly edited from my posts and discussions in the WFM server.
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I miss my day collar. The jump rings wouldn’t stay closed so it’s with a friend who’s good at soldering to solder them closed. And I’m just like . . . it’s gone 😦
Hoping to get it back next weekend 🤞 -
I couldn’t do chastity. If I go too long without an orgasm I just kind of stop wanting one.
My libido is like a spinning wheel on a stick, and if I stop spinning it it falls off and it’s more of a pain to get going again. -
As someone who also has a ton of shit to do, time wasting tasks are gifts of my precious time to my dominant. He normally won’t assign me something that takes more than about 15 minutes as he also respects my responsibilities
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People keep coming up with fun ideas, and I love watching them torture each other with the tools, so I keep building and enhancing the bot toys lol
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[WFM Server]
Like. I’ve consented to my actual dominant to do things, and given him a list of what does and does not actually work on me because as an admin some things don’t.
But I have no interest in letting any of you maniacs have any chances at me. -
Long intense sessions are great and all, but we had a really nice short one tonight. . . just a spanking and an orgasm ❤️
And lots of cuddles.
Really nice after not seeing each other all week -
I grew up on the internet with people telling me I sounded like a guy 😂
So I’m really used to just being assumed male. Turns out it’s just the internet is sexist lol -
There are lots of women who like being called “sir”…
I’m not one of them, but I also don’t like honorifics to begin with 😅 -
Won’t be seeing Tim for at least a few days due to COVID exposure. Asked for some tasks . . .
Hoping I didn’t just make a mistake lol
But I thought it might help me continue to feel connected even though we aren’t seeing each other daily like usualNeither of us have it right now and hopefully it stays that way. We both got exposed last week and no one in that group of friends who was there caught it (yes!) but then he was exposed again on Friday 😩
So. Yeah. We’re just going to play it safe and not take any unnecessary risks. Sucks though
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A few years ago I found some of my old journals and wow
Like I remember being miserable, but I didn’t actually remember just how bad it was. I was full of sadness and hate and not a lot else for pretty much my entire teenage lifeI seriously should have been in therapy or something. It was really bad. But it was also the 90’s and therapy was for those crazy people who have real problems. So. Yeah. I was too young to understand and ask for it, and was worried about being caught as miserable as I was… and seriously the adults in my life probably saw it and didn’t think I needed it
Because therapy was a bad word then.
Like. I had good times. I did. But…
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I can’t do more than a 2 line penalty.
But the line penalties turn me on a bit… so I want a 1 line penalty most of the time -
Going to a local munch is the best way to get into your local BDSM community.
They aren’t all equal though, so if you end up at one you don’t like, there are probably others. -
When I’m in (consensual and safe) pain there’s nothing else in the world except the pain, and then when it’s over all my mental clutter is wiped away and I can start picking things up and handling things one at a time again, a lot less overwhelmed. When I’m having a hard time IRL I will straight up ask for harder sessions to help clear the mental clutter.
