Quick Thoughts
Small thoughts and messages not worthy of their own pages but still something I feel like putting out there. Largely curated and possibly lightly edited from my posts and discussions in the WFM server.
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I have done a few events where I’ll hand write lines for the server. Those have been fun 🙂
Been thinking about doing another one I just don’t have time lately -
Just finished a short WFM task for Tim that was very “warm and fuzzy” 💖
It was a task reassuring me that he had a good time hanging out yesterday. Which was great because I definitely worry about things like that 😅
Typing it 49 times makes it hard for me to worry 😂
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Ya know how I said I don’t know a lot about knitting…?
Well here’s 10 hours of work I’m about to pull apart and redo because I used the wrong size knitting needles and it’s too dense.
Genuinely a gift of time for Tim because there will be nothing to show for it soon.
And now what remains of 10 hours of work, undone in about 15 minutes 🥲
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I literally tied up a staff member at con one year. I’ve tied up several friends. I’ve announced to a group of friends that I was going to Folsom street fair with friends before.
At minimum they know I’m into bondage 😂 -
All my roommates knew I was kinky. I never even bothered trying to hide it. Too much work
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Okay so, yes, it’s true that I’m a masochist. But the masochism only goes so far. I only like a certain low (IMO) level and specific type of pain for pain’s sake to help me get off a little faster when masturbating or something. I absolutely do not enjoy it or want it if the person I’m playing with doesn’t enjoy hurting me. I have to be taking the pain for someone who wants to give it. The more they tell me and show me how much they enjoy it, the more I enjoy it and want to take more.
Suffering kink.
I want to suffer for someone who enjoys making me suffer for them. -
I’ve been screwing around with AI art for a few days now. I love this ugly little snowman. I’ve decided to use it as my holidays “card”.
Happy holidays, all =3
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Knitting a simple scarf for Tim. This is about 30 minutes of work. I have so far to go.
I’m not that good at knitting. It won’t look bad (no giant holes or anything) but it’s going to just be the same stitch the whole way through.
This is only the third knitting project I’ve ever done. So. Considering my experience, I’m not that bad at it I suppose.
But I had to watch some videos to relearn how to cast on and knit before I actually got going 😅 -
Leather working practice! Nothing too special tonight but I made a leather chapstick case =3
It’s a pretty common design but I added a little flap to really reduce the chances of the chapstick falling out
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I don’t really do “punishment” in my dynamic. I have a suffering kink for sure and all it does is turn me into a brat. And I game any system presented to me.
It’s easier for all involved if I just do things to the best of my ability and that’s it. If there’s something that I’m doing wrong we need to sit down and discuss it like adults and figure out how to resolve the issue.I also hate the term “funishment”. So. All tasks, beatings, and suffering in general is just for mutual pleasure.
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I have been into BDSM forever. Like 24 years.
Almost a year ago through reddit, I found multiple links to the Write For Me site over the course of like 2 weeks so finally went and checked it out. The thought of writing lines sounded interesting.
I’m still not entirely sure what it is that attracts me to it, but I definitely get turned on by writing lines, especially if I make a mistake and a penalty is added. I found out by simply stumbling across it on reddit and trying it out.
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Ugh, finding people to date is hard.
I’m polysaturated currently, so not looking at all, but I was actively looking for over a year before Tim found me. -
Frustrations in normal life make me look very forward to my next play session. It’s very good stress relief. Pain from a play session always makes the rest of the world not exist anymore for a little while. Very happy the next one is tomorrow evening because I really need that.
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I consider myself a sub that switches. Still a sub whether or not I’m switching, but I do enjoy screwing with people. 😂
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I barely ever even go to munches. My last one was like 4 years ago, and before that was probably another 5-6 years.
You should totally go to a local munch. While it’s hit and miss, most tend to be pretty cool places to meet new friends.
Me, though, I’m not very active in the local community . . . bdsm or otherwise. I am happy with my small circle of friends and more people are just more . . . work. 😅
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Dating is hard. Vanilla dating is hard. Dating in kink is very hard. Dating in kink polyamorously is even harder. The pool of people you can connect with just gets smaller and smaller.
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And in other news I managed to get myself a light spanking while I was at Tim’s place and that was nice ❤️
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Lunch time spanking and some discussion about next friday. 💖 Very hot. Very wet. Back to work 😩
Ugh, I just fucking melted when he reminded me how much I want to have certain choices taken away from me and made for me. I don’t remember the words anymore, just the . . . melting feeling of yes, yes absolutely I do.
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I just want to throw out there that it is ridiculous the things that are exciting or erotic in a D/s relationship. I was out on a walk with my partners and we reached a narrow point and I slowed down to drop behind . . . and Tim reached out and put his hand on my back and gently guided me forward where he wanted me. And 🦋 butterflies 🦋
And a little turned on 😅
