This session was very difficult, but it left me feeling happy and floaty. I came close to tears three times, but he handled me expertly. The best part about difficult sessions is coming out the other side of them. Safe, happy, and satisfied. And full of lovely brain chemicals.

Power play, temperature play, sensation play, anal play, breath play, sounding, speculum, impact play, bondage.

We always have to get creative when I’m sick. I had a fever that peaked at 101 °F about an hour before our session. He is always very careful with me (sometimes too careful), so he was limiting this session to things only with me laying down and not moving too much, and nothing too intense… no screaming. We still had a very deep and intense-feeling session.
D/s, light medical play, invasive questions, plug, partial fisting, forced orgasm

Short session but so much to say about it. It was intense, and intense in a way I find extremely addicting. I asked for an inspection scene. I got something more.
D/s, medical play, ear drops, vibrator use with mild over-stimulation, power exchange, mild emotional edge, consensual discomfort, body-focused care.

It was a simple session and while we were supposed to try to keep it short because we had to be up early in the morning, it honestly was a fairly standard length. Still felt over too soon but they always do. We were talking and I was kind of lost in the conversation and my thoughts when he grabbed the back of my collar and pulled me backwards to him with a short command and I was his for the evening and nothing more.

D/s, power exchange, obedience, casual authority, caretaking

So, there I was, naked, laying flat on my back, with Tim running a sharp sewing needle over the skin between my legs, while I held as still as I possibly could…

I keep hearing my scream in my head. Sharp, fast, surprised, and genuine pain. Bad pain. It was a bad scream, and one I don’t know that I’ve ever heard from me before.
Last night’s play session was actually pretty fun. Something went wrong, but it’s never about whether something does wrong but how we mitigate risks and handle the things when they do go wrong.

Long report. A fun night with a few minor things going wrong along the way.
Typing, bratting, shaving, mummification, anal, impact play, bj, spanking.

Leashed. Shaving. Mummification!

I safeworded last night. A bit of a different style scene report.

Started out with a vanilla disappointment that ruined my mood. Very small report on a couple things we did.

A fun and exhausting session. I had asked for more difficult things to do instead of just more difficult pain and oh boy did he deliver.
Commands, crawling, poses, breath play, some mouth play, BJ, vaginal sex, pain and torment.

Kind of a partial scene report (but like 3/4 is still a lot), focusing on the moments that keep bubbling up in my thoughts over the last couple days and glossing over the rest. Still quite a lot of detail.
Leash, vaginal sex, licking, breath play.

Not really a full scene, but he had me naked to cuddle with him on our lunch, book-ended with some light power play.

Not exactly a scene report, since it wasn’t a play session or a scene. But I think this more or less fits in this category. A stressful optometry appointment that Tim helped me get through. Where, as my dominant, he set the appointment, and made decisions, and even did the talking for me. All I had to do was trust him and do as he told me… and tell the woman at the desk that no he couldn’t stand over there, he had to stay with me.

Sweet and simple session. Kind of a simple writeup, a lot shorter and less detail than usual. The session felt very soft, and I think the writeup kind of feels that way, too. I almost didn’t do a writeup, but there were a couple moments I just really wanted to get down.
Commands, spanking, sensual contact, breath play while masturbating.

A long write-up for a short session (31 minutes). An unexpectedly spicy lunch break.
Plugging and going out, spanking, orgasm, cuddling.

Long write-up. It includes a moment of him taking my glasses that felt so fucking tender I can’t stand it I love it so much. This is also our first vaginal sex.
Bondage, impact play, “all three holes.”

Another very long session writeup. This is our first session with any penetrative sex (anal in this case).
Rope bondage, impact play, plugs, anal sex.

This is a longer more creative-writing style report. It’s obvious that I’ve started reading again and it’s seeping into my writing.
Rope, breath play, general pain play.

I was getting over being sick. We did some low intensity play anyway, and it was really nice.
Wax play, impact play, light pain play

Pieced together from a chat discussion, we had a really fun and kind of intense night.
Breath play, TENS unit

Simple session. Waiting, teasing, overstimulation.

Slow start to the point I bit him to get him to do something. Restraining, flogging, caning, spanking, overstimulation.

He scratched the hell out of my back and then I gave him a blowjob.

A tiny snippet of a scene – being led around by a rope.

This is a small writing that’s mostly musing about how I will hold my breath in a scene. But it does include a small snippet… a glimpse into a scene I’d had recently, where my partner made me open my eyes and look at him.

This is one of the rare write-ups I have where I was topping someone. However, my exact thought after reading it was “who the fuck was this???” I don’t remember this. I don’t remember writing this. I don’t know for certain who it was I’m even talking about in this.
Bondage, teasing, vaginal sex. Pretty tame, TBH. But I was like 23 so I guess my tastes were a lot tamer back then.

Holy shit this writing is rough. I was 20 when I wrote this. It was my first scene report I ever did, though, such as it is. The most interesting part of this was how different of a person I can see I was then versus now. And I had no fucking idea what I was doing.